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lalala

2005-08-03T02:50:00.000-07:00

STEPH LEONG. ahem. fine. read. =) =) so today i ponned choir and went home by myself cuz mummy was in church and i took the bus with STEPHLEONG. tsk. steph steph steph. i must bring swits for her tomoro. hahahs. but anyway. on the BUS. hmm. we tokd ALOTA crap. and i found out that she isnt sure of her destiny1 (OHHH NNNO!!) and she doesnt know if shes going to HEAVEN =) or HELL=(. ( OH NO OH NO OH NO!!!) AHEM STEPH?? yupp. JeSus.LovEs.yOu. He.WanTs.yoU.tO.LovE.HiM.toO. =)=)=) anywaysss i missed my STOP cuz STEPH din wanna help me press the button (so mean right!!!!!) and she saed dat someone else wld need to alight at my stop too. BUT NO ONE DID so i missed my stop. thanks man. thanks aLOt. and it was RAINING!! no no no this is so not going according to PLAN!! the PlaN was that i could reach home, safe and DRY to like eat and sleep like a pig or whatever. but that so DId Not HAPPeN. because of STEPH. and she didnt even want to lend me her umbrella at first. hmphs. haha. oh wellls. in the end she did. =)=) yay or i would have sneezed till my nose fell off ;) OMIGOSH i havent memorized lit yet. my poem is stupid anyway. the boy at the window or wadever. like the guy who wrote it is so BOLIAO. why write about a boy crying over a snowman??? ugh. our world is a nasty place... haahaahs. hmms. ok steph. enuf crap for now. ;) JeSus LoVeS sTePH. and He LoVeS me. and I'Ve aCcEPtED HiM. thats how i know im going to heaven. =) love ya babe

nth

2005-01-25T10:36:00.000-08:00

so aniwaes yesterdae i found out dat peiqi read my blog, n got all angry and bla bla bla... xiao qi.. tsk... heh. nth to write lar. put on w8 again. depressing. and my stupid tagboard is GONE. just disappeared. wadeva lar. went for recess with pq and grace yesterdae. like, omg. im nv going wit dem again.. not when im on a diet, aniwaes. haha. so here i am in de com lab again.. =) 2dae camelia's birthdae, evvyone making such a big fat hairy deal about it. like, wadeva, kayyz?? so stupid. cant stand her. cant stand dawn. dey get on my nerves. so irritating. so self centred. dey tink dat de world revolves around dem. annoys me. my english has been reduced to dat of a 4 year old. to prevent further embarassment and humiliation to myself, i will stop typing so much crap now see yaaaaaaa

wadeva

2005-01-20T10:35:00.000-08:00

im here once again, in da stupid com lab doing nth. so boring. but wadeva, i cant eat!!! i WONT EAT!!!!! U CANT MAKE ME!! *bwahahahahaha* k wadeva. see ya.

paris

2005-01-19T10:39:00.000-08:00

paris is SO HOT. hot hot hot. but wadeva. here i am, in de com lab again. during recess. and im reading 8 days. william hung has gotten so freakin Fat. aniwaes. my goal is to LOSE 2KG by SUNDAE!! not dat much of a prob, rite? hehx. im over banana. really. taufik's album got 3 stars. i hate raymond goh. wad an idiot. he deserves so much more than 3 stars. maybe 3.5?? heheh.. kidding.. taufik's hot too... i borrowed aisha's copy of de album and ripped all de songs onto de mp3 thingy. haha. in exchange for like 2 bucks to chip in on camelia's bdae prezzie or smth like dat. i din even noe her bdae's dis month. haha. oh just shut up. bWahAhAHa... yanti's still obessed over simone. even tho she's gone off to some othr crap sch. haha. dat's whr butches like her end up. k will go to some cheesy website like neopets or wadeva now. de only reason im here is cuz i dun wanna eat and i dun wanna get shouted at by peiqi and grace again. haha. see yaaaa

kk

2005-01-18T15:54:00.000-08:00

life still sucks.

ll

2005-01-18T15:52:00.000-08:00

life sucks.

peiqi sucks

2005-01-17T10:46:00.000-08:00

im here in de com lab at sch during recess, cuz peiqi and grace DITCHED me, why, thank u so much!!! so we were having P.E where we did stupid gym routines, and peiqi accidentally pulled her left tricep muscle and was moaning and moaning about it SO MUCH it was so irritating, but wadeva, im a nice, sweet person so i just empathized and shut up. so den i became her hat rack or wadeva, whereby i had to carry her stupid pen and notebook and watch bla bla bla... while she struggled with putting o her stupid damn pinafoa. so i followed both of dem all de way down to de canteen, where peiqi just grabbed her stupid stuff from me and ran to keep up with grace. like a dog. like me, i'm always following grace and peiqi around, in de canteen during recess, cuz im OH SO AFRAID dat someone wld look at me and go, "wad's dat loser doing all alone during recess???" and since im on a diet i try not to buy any food, and i when i want to pinch just an INSEE BITSY part of, like, say, peiqi's stupid roti prata or wadeva, she'd go, " OI! DIS MY RECESS U NOE!!" so, like,w a d e v a!!! i mean, she has a rite to be pissed, u noe, since i'd be pissed too, if ppl took my food, but i sure wouldnt put it so ROUGHLY and RUDELY and bitchily (if there's such a word). no, but den DAHLIA FOO came and started munching and munching on de stupid roti prata crap, and peiqi DIN SAE A FUCKIN WORD. i am just SO SICK and SO TIRED of acting like a pathetic lost puppy, cuz im NOT, not anymore, aniwaes, and i dun need to take dis shit all de time, okae?!?!! so here i am with sTePh YaP, who's a REALLY nice person and fren, regardless of wad some othr ppl say... i mean. she's irritating as HELL. but its still okae. i'll probbli be okae with pq and grace too, by tomoro or english period todae. heh. wadeva.

again anithing lar

2005-01-14T09:27:00.000-08:00

u noe wad ive just realized??? ALL OF MY ENTREES ARE OF BANANA!!!! ARGH!!! o.m.g does dat mean im still like, crazee abt her? no rite! cannot lar. i will like die lor. it took me like, a month, to convince myself im NOT A LES. den suddenli like dat lor.. haiz even if i were a les - WHICH IM NOTTTT- i shdnt b tinkin abt DISGUSTING YUCKY ppl like her rite!!! haiz. wadeva. k she went to the philippines.. coming back todae at 2130, SQ75. omg y do i remmbr all dis?!?!?! IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT LES. IM NOT IM NOT IM NOT IM NOT. NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT. i hate myself.

anithing lar

2005-01-14T09:02:00.000-08:00

yesterdae me and peiqi went to parkway to buy bdae prezzie 4 grace... so fun haha... giving it 2 her aftr sch todae. maybe. haha. see my mood. aniwaes lar.... i hate banana. she sucks. she sucks sucks sucks. she's going sumwhr. like indonesia or shanghai or wadeva. i tink. dunno lar. she write at her stupid blog like crap like dat lorz. so apparentli banana and tomato hv broken up. or smth like dat. wadeva lar. my life is SO BORING i hv nth to write. or type or wadeva. bored. com studies now. haiz. i hate my life. no i love my life. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D heehee. crazi escape mental patient. see yaaa

first entry in a long long time

2005-01-09T19:02:00.000-08:00

~LALALA~ im back!!! haha. hv nth to do now lar. so just come here 2 type sum crap lorz. haha. banana's blog gettting stupider and more boring my the day cuz i hv NO IDEA wad shes tokin abt!! haha.. i tink i saw tomato just now in de canteen wit gaby and afew othr ppl. TINK. mayb not lar. aniwaes lorz. during de holz i was like so totally OVER banana din tink abt her at ALL. den came back to dis torture chamber dat ppl dare to call a place for LEARNING. aniwaes lar. being here brot back alota memories.... ~MEMORY~.... like seeing banana at the study area table. now de table's gone. k gtg bye. bye. de bell has RUNG. haha. aniwae lar. theres a pic of banana at her blog. go and see. not cute de. haha. and golf is boring. and im not a les. haha. de same tings i type over and over again. ok now anothr class got com studies. so rgtg. btye BANANA AND TOMATO SUCK!!!!!!!

nth

2004-11-02T18:30:00.000-08:00

YO GERMAINE!! IVE UPDATED MY BLOG!! WHOOOO!! GERMAIN GAN WEI LING!! WASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSUP!!! heheh.. so lame.. lolx..

haha

2004-10-29T20:45:00.000-07:00

im so proud of myself!! but i went to eat timsum wit mummy n kor todae lar.. howeva, i came home n puked it all out!! HAHA i know how to puke food out!! so happy.. can eat eat eat n not get fat!! like, i mean, fatter lar cuz im already FAT lar but wadeva can.. den aftr dat i so guilty dat i went swimming.. 30 LAPS!! WHOOOOO!!!!!! haha.. todae i pon sch.. so boring.. dun wanna go n kan some ppl de lian se.. haha.. just sleep until eleven plus.. pig.. like wad dahlia said.. haha... i feel GOOOOOOOD!! going swimming again tomoro.. even if menses comes lar. use tampon lorz... i tink im pregnant tho. cant be lar.. cuz i hvnt had sex b4.... haiya.. wadeva lar.im abnormal!!!

nil

2004-10-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

mum tokd me out of writing my real thots on my blog.. dun want anione to get hurt lar. except if their mean to me. but wadeva lorz. so yar lar.. 2dae's netball thingy was so cute lar. camelia abit siao.. but i guess in some way dat's good.. enthu mar. but poor thing lar shermaine, she cry lor.. sad lar. cuz 1st game our class team lose mar. den cam v angry wit shermaine. i dunno y lar, cuz i dun even understand de game in da first place. but second round we won.. wow. joy to the world. uh, ok. against 1/4... din expect it lar.

singapore idol results out todae!! MAIA IS OUTTTTTTTTT!! yayayayayay.. haha.. go read tomato's blog. cuz apparentli she loves maia. haha. shes OuT!! bottom 3 was sly & maia & chrissypoo... 1st safe was chris.. yay.. hes so cute lar.. lolx.. next i hope sylvester will go.. dun like him, suddenli developed attitude prob or smth. either leandra or oli can win. i dun mind eithr of dem.. luv dem both.. lolx..

christabel is HISTORYYYYY

2004-10-21T23:34:00.000-07:00

hey, wassup wadeva. banana is AnCiEnT HiStOrY. cant beliv i used to be so damn crazy about her. wad a waste of darn time. oh well. so now im OvEr her!! stupid crapper.. she is SO fuLL of ShiT, ok?? pissed lar. pms again. y doesnt da stupid menses just come & lemme get it ovr with?!? stupid. read banana's reply again. like, wadeva, ok?? she was all, like,
"-_-' rite.wadeva" or smth. ok. well. so now i noe.. ive evaluated.. ive analysed & analysed & analysed.. conclusion? banana is BORING. yup. bor-zzzzzzzzzz-ing. k, see, number one. she plays GOLF. which is totally snoozeville. number two. she doesnt noe how to give interesting replies on her blog. number three. shes just boring, ok. OOOh number four. she doesnt noe how to use punctuations correctli. (not boring, just stupid) so wadeva, ok... im so OvEr dat louzee butch/les. yuck yuck yuck. i must hv been insane or wadeva to be so SMITTEN by her. goodness. ok.

watched SiNgAPoRe iDoL 2dae.. no tuition, so for da first time, i cld actually watch da finalists SING!! taufik was cute lar, he realli looks like usher, man. chrissypoo shld go do a colgate advertisement. & not sing again. ever. daphne, as usual, looked like a guy hu went for a sex change op. yuck yuck yuck. she sang a christina song. pulled it off VERI WELL. still dun realli like her, though. maia. cant stand her lar. always trying to be western. like, she "PLANNED" her pregnancy. even if dat blatant lie were true, y wld anione in their rite mind want to be a single mothr?!?!?! & no, shes not pretty. at all. leandra is pretty. ok aniwaes, maia was so.. slut. tried to act shakira. WAKE UP, ur not shakira material!! olinda wore a dress. nice. yar. ok. i liked her singing, tink she did a fantastic job lar.. superb. just, she looked veri weird in a dress. a tight one, no less. black, tight dress. different. not necessarili bad lar.. just funni. sly was HorRiBLe.... in my opinion, aniwaes. reminded me of freakin chester bennington, his performance. all screaming screaming.. cant do rock veri well lar. & his obvious singaporean accent doesnt help.. LEANDRA. rocked da stage. as usual. i LURVE her. soo good.. looked nice, sounded absolutely sensational. YOU GO GAL!!!

watched THE OC too. omg, mischa barton is SO GORGEOUS!! & dat ryan fella is realli cuuuuuute... benjamin smth smth. NICE... its just realli nice seeing goodlooking white ppl do stuff to each othr, haha. stupid peiqi din update her blog. haiz. went to science center todae. boring. played lotsa card games. den dunno y suddenli dahlia just came n joined us again. wadeva, i din mind, shes fun, sumtymes. i got realli pissd at stupid bitchy overbearing demanding obsessive control freak DAWN. stupid bitch. dahlia was pissd at her too.. haha.. den dahlia got so worked up.. farni lar.. lolx.. cuz stupid dawn is so freakin inconsiderate & self-centred. heck her lar. according to grace, camelia is pms-ing again. she always is lar, not surprising at all lorz. ok will stop tokin nonsense now. see ya! *JeSuS i realli wana LuRvE u.. sorri for being such an ass.. 4give me kz?? & help me resist temptation.. be more like u.. muackZ.. @ least now u noe, & i noe, i am StRaiGhT. banana is OUTTA my life..*

untitled lar

2004-10-20T22:46:00.000-07:00

haha.. banana sounds fierce. a lil bit lar, aniwae. lolx.. sounds a tad unfrenli.. who cares?! shes HoT!! ok now i like ur face, but i dun tink i like YOU veri much. ur mean. but ur realliiiiiiii goodlooking.. wadeva.

stupid apple. so pissd. so hurt.

2004-10-20T22:43:00.001-07:00

see, i WILL NOT be vuLgAr, i will NOT use da f-word. but im so so so pissed. went to read stupid person's blog. actualli wasnt angry wit her liao. angry 4 wad, rite?! no big deal wad, so she & rotten fish r frenz. so??? i waz frenz wit raych once, too. b4 she just dumped me. (WADEVA, BITCH!) so now shes making her way thru da whole grp lar, getting close to each one of us, one by one. wadeva, dats ur prob. y da hell shld i let dat bothr me?? so i din, i put dat whole stupid situation behind me & had a SUPERB time 2gethr wit her & liz & bla bla bla at W.W.W . just went to read her blog. & im pissed again. probbli just pms, but wadeva. guess wad i sawwwwww...

do ur bitching elsewhere
jus read someone's blog..

feeling so freakin betrayed. dun even noe y lar. haiz. stupid person lar.. one moment act like h8 raych like dat, da next dey're freakin BEST FRENS & staying ovr at each othr's place. omfg. haiya. im pms-ing lar.. ok wadeva. i h8 stupid rotten fish n now, h8 stupid person as well..

guess where dis came fr .. it doesn't take a bloody genius to figure out..

Posted at 10:30 am by applegsy
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& den...

excited.. going escapr tmr w liz jo and shalom.. too bad rachel cant go..

suddenly developed a close bond to her.. weird.. used to sorta"hate" her.. hahas. luv u mommy.. mUaCkIzZ

OMFG, RITE?? SHUT UP, RITE?!?! so dey r FRENZ. dat is so OKAY. but wad, now dey hv a freakin BOND?!?!? see, dis person here, ive known her since i was like, born, or wadeva, ok, (im actualli crying now. omg. dis pms is tough, man...) & we sorta freakin GrEw UP togethr. sOrTa. but wadeva, shes supposed to b my dear cuzzie! now wad da hell is going on??? rachel was my best pal once, den i dunno wad da freak happened, evvything changed, suddenli shes just ignoring me. i wasnt gonna feel hurt bcuz of some stupid pretentious bitch, i was more of angry. so i just shut it out, rite?? y let smth like dat get to u??
wad, now these two ppl hu were once like, reali reali important to me, r just getting togethr?? having a "CLOSE BOND"??? no no no no too much is changing!!! i hate this!!! da stupid thingy with banana, da stupid thingy in sch, da stupid thingy in church, dis stupid thingy... Y CANT EVVYTHING GO BACK TO WAD IT USED TO BE?!?! ok, not evvything lar, cuz sch is nice. getting better. i seriousli dun tink any1 realli hates me in sch. evvyone is realli nice. & sch is fun. when banana comes. hehX. i mean like, i wish dat i dun hv to constantli change myself in fear of losing my um.. "FRENZ" in church, ya noe? i mean, if i hv to keep pretending, if i hv to keep doing stuff i dun wanna do, like go eat at da stupid coffeeshop wit dem, its not realli worth it rite?!?!? boy, its hard to beliv. ive known all these peepx for like, wad, 9, 10 years of my life?? now im so patheticalli trying to cling onto this fragile frenship. dis cant even called a frenship. its not ME dat dey're "frens" with. it's some fake joey. im not ME around dem, ya get wad i mean?? hell, im so much more comfortable around my frenz in sch den when im wit peepx.. da likes of like, liz & shalom & rachel & apple. whoever. & wad, ive known G&PQ for wad, 10 MONTHS?!?! TEN YEARS, TEN MONTHS! DATS LIKE 9 YEARS 2 MONTHS DIFFERENCE!!

dis is so depressing. oh well. doesnt matter, we all die in da end aniwae. *banana, come to school, QUICk.. i seriousli need some eye candy to stare at.... & ur hot, gurl..*

nth lar. so tired. walao.

2004-10-19T22:59:00.000-07:00

im baaaaack!! wild wild wet was so so fun lar.. shiok.. stupid tim came along.. for W.W.W onli lar. hengZ sia.. haiz, kept thinking abt banana.. tsk tsk.. so aniwae lorz.. now feeling so freakin sore all over lar. cuz hd to climb up 76 steps every time we wanted to slide in da big float thingy.. & we went on it ALOT. & de water playground was so cute lorz.. haha.. went to escape yesterdae. i dun even noe wad i was so looking forward to.. escape themepark is BORING. cuz the rides are all so freakin scary.. scary as in, dey dun look veri well-maintained. so i just sat on the viking again and again and again... haha. went back to the chalet by myself cuz apple & liz & shalom wanted to risk their lives further by staying at the stupid themepark until 10.. PM. haiz.. wadeva lar... so i bathed den waited for them lorz.. got so bored cuz da tv din hv SCV, so i went back into the stupid boring life-threatening themepark lorz.. sat on viking again, haha.. den aftr dat we all went back. waited for dem to bathe (slowwwwwww) den played bridge... & shanghai. fun lar.. but i was so sleepy. like now lorz.. haha.. slept at like, 2am. dat's much earlier den i expected us to sleep. oh well, was so tired mar. stupid chalet.. da blankets hv holes in dem. HOW IN DA WORLD M I SUPPOSED TO FREAKIN KEEP WARM LIKE DAT?!?!? wads more, de air con was pointing DIRECTLI at me... haiya.. was practicalli freezing lar..
& i hate timothy lee smth smth. stupid asshole. i mean, todae he was actually quite nice & easy-going & not-so-much-of-a-pain-in-de-ass. until one point.. whr dat spastic ass kept making stupid lame jokes about me. idiot. cant stand him lar. haiz. pissed with alota ppl todae.. pms pms.. oh yar, i oso took de sky rider thingy at W.W.W.. haha.. so scareeeee.. like going to fall of da rail like dat.. & die. haha.

tried to reply to banana at her blog.. but failed. dunno wad shit dey tokin lar.. haiya. smth abt proxy proxy de.. dunno wad crap. confusing lorz. hv to go to school tomoro.. classmates got back their papers todae i tink. hmm.. plz plz plz i din fail lar.. plz plz plz.. shuckz, hu m i kidding lorz.. im done for. haha. might as well just stay home & slack. lolx. ok. aniwaes. DETOX BEGINS TOMORO. oh yeah!! im gonna LOSE WEIGHT & GET MONEY!!
so tired now lar. going to wash da nail polish off & snooooooooze... nite nite. luv ya JeSuS U ROCK!!! heheh.. lurve ya.

im gonna marry josssshhhh

2004-10-18T12:46:00.000-07:00

IM GOING TO MARRY JOSH!!! YAYAY!!!i LurVe quizilla.. so accurate.. hehehX.. (btw my results are below da tagboard thingy, & u can go do da test too...) joshy is just SO CUTE!! charming gent.. hehX.. i would SO LOVE to marry him lorx.. lolx.. he's like, da one guy on this planet hu isnt a pig.. haha.. i cld marry him.. yar.. but he wldnt marry me.. o wells.. how veri depressing rite.. lolx.. k aniwaes lar. im off da detox thingy now.. cuz we dun hv apples at home. so i ate junk. AGAIN. m i destined to be fat forever?!?!?!?! *DEPRESSED* k not realli lar.. life realli kinda rox. i love it. im lovin it.. like justin timberlake.. haha. so lame.. btw yesterdae joy looked v. different.. shalom oso.. dunno y.. hmm... joy was v. pretty lorz.. like joyce & charissa jie. alamakx lar.. how cum all my couzins (most of dem, aniwae) look so good and i still look like absolute CRAP?!??! seriousli lor.. life is just.. too unfair for words. like, im listening to christina's album here.. while typing a load of crap.. so shes realli rich rite..
& im lamenting.. cuz like.. uh.. im ugly and fat and stupid and all dat. n i hv no self-confidence. yar. ok. liz & shalom r here now gtg change.. see yaaa.. *oh christabel, u r so hot..* i know dat there arent ani guys in sch, so look good for wad, rite... so i shld just stop obsessing ovr how horrible i look.. but there are butches... *OMG I DID NOT SAE DAT. I DID NOT SAE DAT!!!* WAD IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?

da whole TITLE thing is getting abit stupid..

2004-10-18T12:07:00.000-07:00

later eliz & shalom & timothy comin 2 my house... cuz liz & sha going to da chalet oso mar.. den must wait for mummy to come home, to fetch us to da place. oh, & fetch dear cuzzie apple too.. still abit pissed wit her lar, wit da whole rachel thing. o well. & tim waiting for korkor to get back. and apparentli daryl's coming later on as well. wadeva, i wnt even b here by then (thank goodness).. mummy n korkor hv gone to da hospital.. cuz my stupid brothr was so spastic as to bang into a lampost while trying to catch a bus... and dat resulted in a broken arm.. haha.. so todae i tink they're gonna remove da cast or smth lar.. wadeva.. yesterdae during service i wrote a letter to banana.. will type it here, cuz im waiting for my nails to dry. painted dem again. still black.. cuz i accidentalli washed da colour off.. k aniwaes. *AHEM*

i just cannot stop thinking about you... about ur face.. ew i sound so les.. haiz.. how to say leh? uh.. realli sad dat ur leaving tk. but kind of relieved as well - my sanity is on de line. even though i dun know u personalli, n u dun know me, i hv a fut feeling dat u r a veri nice, down-to-earth person. ok, i dun realli know wad "down-to-earth" means.. but aniwaes, i tink u r waaay nice... plus it doesnt hurt dat u hv such a cute face, & amazing talent. even if it is in golf. boring game.. just an opinion.. ok aniwae lar. the past 2-odd months have been the most confusing ones of my entire life. my entire world was in a whirl.. confused, upset, & troubled. cuz of a certain person my fren PeiQi had a crush on. cuz i was beginning to tink dat this person was -IS- hot as well. & dis person isnt a guy.. she's female. dat's u, if u hvnt already figured out. i realized dat i was tinking, dreamin about u, all da time. so.. yar. reali confused. first time i had such e motions for a female.. only, ur hot. as in, more of a Guy hot. but i know dat u r realli a gal, whethr u wanna admit it or not. haiz.. k, nvm. just wanted to tell u.. ur hot. yes, dat, n sumone realli likes u. likes her idea or u, aniwae. gawd, i sound so freakin desperate.. i like u as a person. not as a gf, even if i did, (and i DONT) u already hv dat 2/1 gal hus super tall n hu is in basketball. ok so aniwaes. hv fun, no matter wad u do. & do it well. except if its like, drug-trafficking or wadeva. cuz dats against da law. k . like i sed before, hv a nice life. =D

Joey (da freak from 1/5)
nails hv dried. going to paint top coat, den to pack my baggies...

hurt!!! apple da traitor.. freakin bitch..

2004-10-17T23:49:00.000-07:00

feeling so freakin betrayed. dun even noe y lar. haiz. stupid person lar.. one moment act like h8 raych like dat, da next dey're freakin BEST FRENS & staying ovr at each othr's place. omfg. haiya. im pms-ing lar.. ok wadeva. i h8 stupid rotten fish n now, h8 stupid person as well.. btw i replied to banana again. sed smth like, "whr u gonna take ur papers if ur not officialli a tkgian animore..?" i din noe wad to type lar.. shes so freakin goodlooking... oh, banana, y wont u look my way, n realize i want to be frenz wit u.. cuz ur sooo hot..????

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2004-10-17T23:42:00.000-07:00

just back from birthdae dinner for my grandma, fathr's side.. food was freaki lar.. yuck.. but shld b quite ex de.. haiz aniwaes.. evvyone looked um.. normal.. besides me.. i looked exceptionalli horrible.. o wells.. insecure freak.. lolx. joycelyn & charissa jie suddenli chao chio lor.. haiyo.. i jealous lar.. den summore dey so damn smart.. whr got ppl smart + chio de... y dis dis stupid world so unfair?? why why why..??? dey both looked.. uh.. kind of.. luminous. realli radiant. stupid stupid!!! had hearing probbies 2nite.. but ironicalli, when ah-ma started uh.. "singing", my hearing was just perfect. ironic. and sad. im practicalli traumatized. seriousli. alamakx.. so yuck lar todae.. church was ok, secell was fine, except abit boring, den stayed at chancery to play round after round of bridge.. heheh.. its realli fun lar. tim has lost a TON of weight.. looks much better. i shld lose weight.. joyce jie sed dat if i lived on apples for 3 daes straigt, losing w8 wld b much easier.. & faster.. shld try lar.. onli.. i dun enough willpower can?? banana replied again.. stupid lar.. she doesnt know how to use punctuations properli.. but shes still super hot, and im still straight. not at all a homosexual.. k gtg crap.. not literalli, again. but wadeva. gtg do some stupid waste-of-time stuf.. oh, da-jie looked veri scari, as usual.. her boyfren must be mad. wonder if shes still a virgin.. doubtful lar. k i shld just stop typing now..

lame lar

2004-10-16T23:08:00.000-07:00

so freakin tired.. hving headache... dun like oli liao.. see, its just a phase. dat lasted for like, 1h 7mins.. tinking abt banana.. NO NO brad pitt... exhausted lar. bye.

freaki.... im confused again!! :-s

2004-10-16T22:01:00.000-07:00

help me!!! ok so i find an improvement 2dae. im not tinkin abt banana so much animore.. GREAT! just watched rerun of s'pore idol.. oLi sings So GoOdLy!! i mean.. like, well. olinda sings so well!!!! i cant beliv im actually saying dis lar.. omg i tink i hv a crush on her. WHY?! WHY ME?!?!
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i CANNOT like olinda. i mean i CANNOT think of havin.. RELATIONS with her. even tho im pretty sure shes not a butch.. her boobs were pretty clear on tv. OMG I WAS LOOKING AT HER BREASTS. oh, my goodness, im so sick, deserve to just ROT for da rest of my perverted insane life.... NO NO NO NO NO... dis is just like, a normal schoolgal crush. rite? yes.. NO OF CUZ ITS NOT!! cuz a NOrMAL SCHooLGaL CRUSH is a GAL liking a GUY. not a gal liking a gal!! dats just.. sick!!! ew ew.. u noe wad? i shld just kill myself. of transfer to a co-ed sch, whr there are guys. BUT GUYS ARE PIGS!! & aniwaes banana is graduating (o well) so next yr when im in sec 2-provided i hvnt commited suicide by then- thr wont b ani cute gurl-guys to look at. except maybe dat realli tall gal. jolin. or sumthing. jolin jodin wadeva.. shes cute too. but im still totalli focusing on da main prob.. im actualli attracted to a s'pore idol finalist. and it isnt chrissypoo.. haiya..

aniwaes.. read banana's reply at her blog. she doesnt even make sense!! dat stupid butch must be on drugs or smth.. haiz... & just so u noe, im writing so much cuz i hv so much time to kill, not knowing wad da hell to do... painted my nails black.. plus a top layer of glitter.. looks so gothic cool.. NiCE.. heheh.. haiz..

I DO NOT LIKE OLI POM PEE PEE (so cute, & i dun even noe y evvyone keeps saying dat) AS A GALFREN!! IT IS JUST PURELY AN IDOL KINDA THING.. singapore iDoL.. iRONiC...

pissed..

2004-10-16T16:59:00.000-07:00

i m so pissed. haiya.. probbli pms-ing lar.. arghhhhhh so angry.. i wont use da F-word tho.
LOH
PEI
QI
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MOST
SPASTIC
PERSON
ON
DIS
PLANET!!!!
toilet paper IS paper!!!!!! ANIWAE.. im not gonna use da f-word i wont i wont i wont im trying to be a gd gal here... BUT IM SO FREAKIN PISSED!!! ARGH!!!!! TOILET PAPER IS COUNTED AS PAPER!!! IF NOT DEN Y IS IT CALLED toilet PAPER?!?!?! freakin shit..

facials SUCk...

2004-10-16T01:38:00.000-07:00

so yesterdae i wrote dat i was looking forward to todae's facial appointment.. well.. now, NOT SO MUCH!!! facials HuRt... so aniwae da lady was just tokin tokin tokin in chinese i din even noe wad she was sayin, 4 cryin out loud, cant u just keep quiet?!?! da first part was nice.. creamy creamy.. soothing. or wadeva. but den aftr dat she used dis needle thingy and started poking my face!! like.. *OW*!! just poke poke poke like nobody's business.. sms-ed stupid peiqi but she din reply.. sms-ed grace also, den she just went, "heheh hu ask u go facial in da 1st place..." HELO?!?!? im in pain, gimme sum sympathy!! cold-blooded snakes.. lolx.. so after da agonizing torture of sharp metal equipment being inserted into my B-E-A-UTIFUL face, she started using some electricity thingy.. not painful lar.. but still scary, cuz it sounded like a bee or sumthin, buzzing around.. HAHA bee so ironic.. ok aniwaes. @ dat point, i heard like, an extremeli GAY voice at da next room.. goodness.. this world is just INFESTED with homosexuals!!! he was just laffing... and speakin.. so scary.. so freaki.. so creepy.. den aniwaes da lady put like, some REALLI COLD stuff on my face... it practicalli FrOzE, i kid u not... my skin CONTRACTED.. lolx.. miss yong shld be realli proud.. my science so gd, heheh.. stupid lar. facials are supposed to make ur face CLEAN & NICE looking or waDEVA, rite.. but no.. now there are red spots all over my once- porcelainEY (dats not a word) face.. im tinkin of suing.. heheh.. wad a drama queen. DATS CUZ IM BORED!! i hv nth to do!!!!! help me help help help.. im just going to type alot of crap.. hmm no actualli i hv no more crap to type.. OH, 2dae i din tink abt banana so much.. more of brad pitt. cuz i was watching friends, and jennifer-A was so cute and so pretty and so funni.. so i was just tinking abt her husband lor... & cuz i saw da advertisement for da TROY dvd & vcd.. so hot.. i love him i love him i love himmmmmm..
love love love
love love love
love love love
too bad.. he's way outta my league.. im onli able to attract total MORONS.. like roman... WHY IS MY LIFE MY LIFE?!?! no i dun mean dat.. i love my life.. its onli, im extremeli insecure.. all my mum's fault.. but i stil luv her lar.. smtimes.. othr times i just wanna gve her a slap.. i noe i noe.. disrespectuful.. bla bla bla.. aniwaes lorz.. she so biased mar.. OO i hv alota crap to type.. so aniwae.. im insecure.. so i h8 myself sumtimes.. so stupid.. lolx.. will stop typing now. k bye.. Lurve ya JEsUs!

stop bugging me abt da titles!! NO TITLE!!

2004-10-16T00:57:00.000-07:00

so hungry.. so late. not sleepy, slept aftr bathing just now.. chatted with peiqi but now she dunno go until whr liao lar.. actualli hor, she & grace quite fun lar.. farni lar.. read her blog.. can die.. sound so damn spastic.. like at banana's blog.. lolx... i m so so so hungry rite now.. but i cant eat cuz numbr 1- im at 3rd floor & kitchen is at 1st level, & it's realli dark & creepy now.. last time when apple came to stay ovr a lizard crawled out of da cupboard when she opened it.. *HYSTERICS* so freaki.. and numbr 2- eating now, will probbli sleep soon.. put on w8 again!! cannot cannot.. looking forward to mani things.. tomoro got facial appointment.. so nice.. & den sundae get to go to church!! k lar not dat exciting.. cuz it's like, a weekli routine liao. dun even noe how BLESSED i m dat i can go evvy week.. cancelled on kelly & roman & melsa's bowling appointment todae.. a lil bit freaked, da way roman practicalli hit on me.. so scari.. guys are pigs. dats' dat.. so i made up a lil teeny white lie.. dat i had a neoprint appointment with cuzzies.. not realli a lie lar, i realli did hav an appointment, but yiyi not feelin well so in da end din go.. & i dowanna see stupid roman's face. last time b4 he declared his "undying devotion" for me (yeah rite, sure) i tot he was OKAY lar but now i seriousli detest him... yuck yuck.. ok so aniwaes im looking forward to MONDAY when me n apple & eliz & sum othr person hu noes how to play BRIDGE will go stay at chalet! * oh happy dae..* & after dat i get to GO TO SCHOOL!!!! YAY!!!! i mean... i h8 wakin up so freakin; earli everi morn lar.. but sch is fun... besides da lessons and crap.. and THE CLIQUE. and dahlia cuz im scared of her at da moment.. when she not angry liao den i LIKE her again. lolx. but on tuesdae im going to PON sch.. hehehe.... see u peepx on wednesdae!! going to play daidee now.. oh, and banana is SUCH A NICE PERSON. too bad im straight.. =D lolx.. luv ya JeSuS!! *muackx* gdnite. or gdmornin. wadeva lar..

erm. no title lar. wad crap is dis..

2004-10-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

omg banana's entry todae so nicccccce!! so sad.. sec4s graduating.. :'( cant stare @ banana liao.. haiya.. well dats life 4 u!! hmm.. blogging sure is tough stuff man.. i mean, for stupid pricks like me, i mean..heheh.. accidentally deleted my profile & bla bla bla.. in da end had to type evything ovr n ovr again.. 3 times.. can die.. sumtymes im so bRiLLiANt, sumtimes so dim.. lolx.. not even farni. hmm i tink banana hates me.. she sounds so COLD @ her stupid bee crap blog.. o well.. too bad lar.. haha.. not even farni.. i must be crazy. haiya.. going to play GUESS DA PERSON game with grace now.. see ya!

wad title???

2004-10-15T00:07:00.000-07:00

dis is so stupid.. hmm... ok its like, midnite.. oo i have a blog with a nice name!! yay!!!
im such a PATHETIC spineless jellyfish.. seriousli. like an eel or smth.. just becuz evvyone else has a blog, i go create one too!! nice, joey. veri nice. so aniwaes i watched da finale episode of The Apprentice.. so pissed. i like kwame, he has SUCH A HOT bod!! n bill is kind of a whang.. o wells.. d. trump may be filthy rich.. but he's stupid. or.. straight. probbli not gay, cuz if not, den TOTALLi wld fall in lurve wit kwam. sexi... aniwae lar. todae was so pissed with peiqi(its ok to sae da real names rite..?)cuz she sounded SO DAMN spastic @ banana's blog.. o well. so aniwae was so so so angry cursing cursing her lar.. den went parkway to meet grace.. accidentalli cut a bit of my BEAUTIFUL hair!!! *cries* not lar.. im not such a crybaby lar.. but im pms-ing, so ive been on an emotional roller coaster.. lolx.. cried a hell lot yesterdae. and day b4. happy todae. mostli, aniwae... aniwaes. i oso cut grace's hair.. (sorri hor..) lolx. made her spend $7 to go get a real haircut at some stupid salon whr gay guys work.. o wells.=D den came home, when on banana's blog again to copy da whole conv down into my notebook to prove dat BANANA ISNT A MONSTER AT ALL.. den saw wad peiqi wrote. not angry liao.. veri cute.. and farni.. hahaha.. i noe i sound spastic lar, but wadeva can? y r u reading, den?? ;-D i like da part where she saes im not a lesbian!! yay!! cuz im NOT. SO NOT. im not a homo.. even IF banana is chao hot and so gorgeous... too bad she's graduating cant stare @ her when she's at study area animore.. cuz she wont be there... haha.. so lame. ok will stop typing.. oh, and JESUS ROCKS MY WORLD!! luv u, *muackz!!* heheh...